because of the everyday rush, all the housework you have to catch up, of the work load, routine tasks, and research based piles work that never end such that all your annual leave days just stand over there to be used, you fed up sometimes so you do not want to see anybody. literally it makes you detached from people and all you want to do is closing your doors to anything in this life.
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q: can i change my nickname?
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s: when i try to login to my account, i get a warning “this account has been closed”, what does that mean?
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q: i want to write under a topic but it leads me to another topic. what can i do?
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unlike minimizing expectations and having no hope from nothing, hopelessness is in fact something you would have liked to have but not having that hope you need.
it’s rooted in previous thoughts and negative perception of the self as well as learnt desperatenwss providing serious lack of confidence to self.
hopelessness takes away all the wish to have a life and makes you feel awful and sad.
i am literally, mentally and physically fed up trying to force myself to act like i have enough will to do something, to succeed, to hold on to life and to stay strong just for h e r.
she won’t come, she won’t see the thing as if she used to and as if she’s with me, i won’t hug her or ever hear her voice except my blurry dreams so why continuing this silly game in a world full of “acting as if she’s with you, hearing you and be proud of you..again”, stupidities? nothing can happen as before and no one can replace those feelings so why is this force i do not understand. if you can’t spend your money with the ones you love deeply and miss like hell, if you won’t talk daily silly issues anymore with them, so why on earth we earn something or try to find new tasks to accomplish? just to dedicate them, or just fooling ourselves?.. or just everybody will say “you were and are soo strong, proud of you” bullshits? while they have literally any idea of how tiring this way, any vision to see how consumed i was.
and wondering why isn’t there a pause button so that everything can be stopped for long as we want. and continuing if we still want.